in between

im both sad and happy. weirdly. the question is, is it for good?
well, i hope at least for the next several days, i could find some answers. ha!
oh, and well, some good things i found lately, (this is a really simple thing actually):
+ when someone notice you and said " smile please" or in bahasa " senyum dong"
+ when someone patiently wait to listen to your story eventho you dont want to tell him/her
+ when someone who really knows you remind you to be a behave girl, or in my case, how you dont blame other people when you're angry
+ when someone wants to know how you're doin', sincerely
+ ice cream or beer both can be an excellent accompany
hm, i think i need a time alone to think. actually i always need other people's advice. haha, because my friends always treat me as the youngest one. blame them. huft~
for my dad, i am sorry for being so careless. thank you very much, and once again, happy birthday. i wish you all the good things, health, and wealthy living.

however
stop being such a sentimental bitch, you know you can do better. cheers!